just keep me where the light is

you are so odd sometimes; how you hear but you don't listen, how you talk but you don't speak and how you are here but at the same time you're somewhere else. i wish all these things did not bother me as much. i accept that that is who you are, but i wish for once it would be enough. that i would be enough.

i wish i had photographic memory and that i could study at the last minute and be fully prepared. i wish i had a large mug filled with warm homemade chicken soup. i wish that good chocolate was not as expensive at it is. i wish that i had a garden filled with cherry blossoms, sunflowers and hydrangeas. i wish there were 28 hours a day. and i wish that i had a huge, cozy comforter that i could snuggle with.







i wish wishes could come true.