chocolatte: you're the smoke to my high

what should I do with my life now? I thought I had it all figured out. finish off my degree in Taylor's, then get a job. main reasons for joining Taylor's again would be so my parents wouldn't have to spend so much on my education.

but on the other hand... I can't help but feel that I would be missing out on the opportunity my sister was lucky enough to get.

why does it always seem like such a struggle for me but things just come easy for a certain someone.